Turn The-Makeup On

audy and her make up now on tumblr. 18 years old . indonesian. I love make up and fashion , more than anything, I found my soul there. when I started touching all the amazing color of eyeshadow , i just felt so damn happpy.

I’m always the one that loves more. Thats my thing.

—(c) 500 days of summer (via jhamlaloo)

Go after her. Fuck, don’t sit there and wait for her to call, go after her because that’s what you should do if you love someone, don’t wait for them to give you a sign cause it might never come, don’t let people happen to you, don’t let me happen to you, or her, she’s not a fucking television show or tornado. There are people I might have loved had they gotten on the airplane or run down the street after me or called me up drunk at four in the morning because they need to tell me right now and because they cannot regret this and I always thought I’d be the only one doing crazy things for people who would never give enough of a fuck to do it back or to act like idiots or be entirely vulnerable and honest and making someone fall in love with you is easy and flying 3000 miles on four days notice because you can’t just sit there and do nothing and breathe into telephones is not everyone’s idea of love but it is the way I can recognize it because that is what I do. Go scream it and be with her in meaningful ways because that is beautiful and that is generous and that is what loving someone is, that is raw and that is unguarded, and that is all that is worth anything, really.

 Harvey Milk.

(via sabru)

(Source: exsyn)

perfect combination SEXY , ELEGANT , AND CLASSY -Anne Hathaway !!!!

perfect combination SEXY , ELEGANT , AND CLASSY -Anne Hathaway !!!!

what is this ?

i wonder why sometimes i feel like „ i dont even care about him , or his existence anymore but sometimes i feel so bad and miss him so much ..

nonsense right ? it doest mean that i still lovin him or what , but i just miss our old conversation , our joke , stupid nickname that he made for me ..

even i know that sometimes he take me for granted .. hmm it could be anytime ..

but i know he’s not that kinda boy .. maybe this a wishfull thinking or mindless dreaming but i hope he  will back at me as my very best friend , share our laugh , share our dream .. and yes i miss everything about him..

he’s the one who can make me laugh so hard and then he push me away and hurt me so bad , terrible heartache :(

we dont let go , we cant get close ..

i still need you and you still need me ..

i love my eyes XD

i love my eyes XD

something wrong with looklet.com „ 
so i posted it here …

something wrong with looklet.com „ 

so i posted it here …

Instead of wishing you were someone else , Be proud of who you are , you never know whose been looking at you and wishing they could be you ..

One of the trends for spring/summer are wedges ,I love wedges.They are so comfortable and cute.
I find them much easier to walk in then regular heels…
sometimes i design my own wedges ..
i love wedges more than highheels ,
the most important part when u buying a shoes is the “COMFORTABLE” part ..
the un-comfortable shoes is not cool at all, unless they have a very great model..
so girl „make ur own comfortable step..
as comfort as possible XD

the greatest vows i ever heard …

I’m a huge fans of greys anatomy , i like all the hospital things , McDreamy , MCSTEAMY :) , izzie , karev ,DENNY , redhead addison , yang and all the big grey , little grey , death mom etc ….

and greys anatomy is not about OR , surgery ,etc ..

sometimes its about love …..

Preston burke vows :

“Christina, I could promise to hold you and to cherish you. I could promise to be there in sickness and in health. I could say ’till death do us part. But I won’t. Those vows are for optimistic couples. The ones full of hope. And I do not stand here, on my wedding day, optimistic or full of hope. I am not optimistic, I am not hopeful. I am sure, I am steady, and I know. I am a heart man: I take them apart, I put them back together. I hold them in my hands. I am a heart man. So this, I am sure. You are my partner, my lover, my very best friend. My heart, my heart, beats for you. And on this day, the day of my wedding, I promise you this: I promise you to lay my heart in the palm of your hand. I promise you ME.”

Christina Yang and Preston Burke wrote their own vows in the season finale of Grey’s Anatomy. During a surgery, due to the encouragement of Addison, Burke recited his vows inside the operating room full of nurses…


and i hope its u …. should i write your name here mahal ko? i know you will never read this , and i know we already over … *hahhahahaa poor ME *

*wishfull thinking , mindless dreaming*

another beautiful words from burke :

“[to Cristina in the back of the Church] I’m up there waiting for you to come down the aisle and I know you don’t want to come. I know you don’t want to come, but you’ll come anyway because you love me. And if I loved you, if I loved *you*, not the woman I am trying to make you be; not the woman that I hope you’ll become; but you, if I did, I wouldn’t be up there waiting for you. I would be letting you go.”

whoaaah christina you’re the luckiest women ever „, and i fell bad when i know u and burke …. broke up

okay its not about make up , i wrote this as a girl not a make up artist XD